Mother's day

My daughter is just 2 & surely can't plan surprises for me on Mother's day but I was expecting something on her behalf from my hubby.

I wasn't really feeling that bad on the specific day but today after reading all the other blogs that I follow, I surely am feeling very lonely & left out.

My family doesn't really believe in exchanging gifts or buying gifts. They call it a materialistic approach to celebrate occasions.

Huh!!

Indians can never think like Americans

I realize that I have been away from blogging since last few month but then there has been so much to do


Yes, I have been involved in some activities & then had to go through ear surgery.


As shared before, I simple enjoy my leisure time by reading through blogs on money saving, home decoration & kids upbringing & get to learn so many things in an unique way.


Isn't it amazing to see how people worldwide are focusing on recycling, going green & following barter systems among friends & family. Overall, practicing a frugal living.


While reading all these posts, I wonder how can I stop myself from comparing ourselves with them?


I feel sad on the fact, how some of us love & truly believe in flaunting their valuables & assets? We have seriously forgot living beneath our means in fact with the growing portion of income in each's hand is adding more  cars, more flaunting trends & a desire to prove ourselves over others.


On my attempt to follow my inspirations ( at home mom bloggers), I have tried to avoid plastic cups & glasses  & instead use regular glasses & mugs. Though they come with the pain to wash them before you seek another coffee or tea. It surely provides you an internal satisfaction on how you are contributing towards to the environment around you.


Though the contribution is less & limited. We are happy to have thought about it & following it on daily basis.


What are you doing to make this world go green? Any creative thoughts that you are implementing at your work place or home?



 

Going Globalll

Thanks Jennster & Izzymom for posting comments on my blog.

It's nice to know that there's an audience on the other side of the world to share my feelings in strange way.

Recent update: I am feeling better..infact a lott better now..may be the credit goes to the weekend :)

I have created a wish list, which I want to achieve in due course of time:

1. Get a permanent hair straintening
2. Get a nice nail paint
3. Get a big bag for myself
4. Get some nice wardobe...

awww...so many

when will the good times start..

Dimnishing peace of mind

I don't know why but my heart seems to be in pain & skiping its rythem of life.
I guess this is what happens to most of us..in some phase of our lives.

My heart is seeking for peace, a place where I can talk to myself, listen to my conscious & attain mental peace.
It seems I am sick of sticking to my daily BORING life. I need a damm break...I am sick of getting up early morning, packing lunch, office, sales, $$, targets, strategies, team co-ordination, home, dinner...& so on....I want to fly to a place where I can rest for a while, think & plan for future, play with my daughter.

I want to register to Anger Management classes, want to meditate & may be stick to an exercise regime.
I realize my anger is the reason behind my current situation but what should I do?
Should i take any shit from people around me? Should i give up on a situation..I choose to fight..coz I am a fighter. I am a strong women & a women of principles..I am born leader not a follower..I just CAN'T bear shit from anyone.

Why does life lead me to such crossroads, every now & then. I at times feel that i should give up all the relationships & should elope to a quite place but these relationships & emotional strings are not letting me do that...the thought of who will take care of my daughter or who will understand my mother, gives me a cold feeling.

I am loosing myself..,I am tried, I am sinking...I am not what I want to be...this world is cruel & may be I have not learned the survival skills..I am HURT..!!!

My favorite blogs

I love going through blogs on House keeping, women power, real life instances, kids, parenting & so on..

I follow couple of blogs almost every day as they take me to a different world & fill my mind with ideas & creativity.

One of them, that tops the list is http://megduerksen.typepad.com/whatever/. I look forward to her blogs & feel so close to her through her blog. 

There's so much of life in her blog. So many colors & kids.

I simply admire her blog & wish I could have a blog like hers.

Friendship....

Have you experienced a phase, where you want to avoid all your school friends & later in life, you think about them & miss them ?

I am experianced this feeling. Its a mixed expression with a weird & funny feeling as you don't really know on how to start mending things & how to act NORMAL after soo many years.

I think as & when time passes, things go better. We can only pray for things to be easy & comforting.

Now, if you have not contacted your ex-friends, its time to contact them NOW...All the best

Irony

Hello....

IT is ruling over lives in almost all the aspects. Most of my friends are working in well estabished firms but are WE really progressing as a country.

The reason behind this thought is based on the experience I had other day while surfing for some relevant info.

India, a country which caters to international markets for SEO, website design & development.

We help others to boost their sites where on the other side, we desperately lack some GOOD & RELEVANT SITES

Way to go...India!!!