Friendship....

Have you experienced a phase, where you want to avoid all your school friends & later in life, you think about them & miss them ?

I am experianced this feeling. Its a mixed expression with a weird & funny feeling as you don't really know on how to start mending things & how to act NORMAL after soo many years.

I think as & when time passes, things go better. We can only pray for things to be easy & comforting.

Now, if you have not contacted your ex-friends, its time to contact them NOW...All the best

Irony

Hello....

IT is ruling over lives in almost all the aspects. Most of my friends are working in well estabished firms but are WE really progressing as a country.

The reason behind this thought is based on the experience I had other day while surfing for some relevant info.

India, a country which caters to international markets for SEO, website design & development.

We help others to boost their sites where on the other side, we desperately lack some GOOD & RELEVANT SITES

Way to go...India!!!

Distance

I m feeling so low today...

By nature I am a combo of 98% honesty & 2% anger. I am very BLUNT person who firmly believes in speaking my heart out.

One of BIG reasons behind this is the struggle, I did in my initial years. I am sad because I have started feeling the impact of my behavior. When you are young, you're parents act as a protection wall & others dismiss your act by calling you an immature kid but NOW, things have started bouncing back. My behavior has started creating constant ripples in my mind.

Relationship, a highly complicated gift from God. Unfortunately, I have failed to understand these clearly. I am lost & have started loosing myself to it.

I love all the humans created by God, I don't hate anyone (though there are many, I dislike but don't hate them), I want to be good to everyone & expect the same BUT that doesn't happen EVER!!!

Why does this happen? Why people react to my behavior?I know they think that I am dominating & fake which I am not.

I always get negativity in return of my deeds, which blows me out completely & my mind keeps thinking about the activities done to me, who said what & all ??

What should i do? I am constantly searching for an answer to this. I am so much exhausted that I can't think any more. Should I refer to a Psychic Dr.? Should I speak things out to them? Pleaseeee help me as can't think any more....God give me some peace & patience. Give me power to trust you deeply & seek comfort from you.

An intro to my world...my princess:)

I knw I must have said this million of times before but i feel like saying it all the time that I love you baby. I love her so much. I knw..its funny as all the mom's in the world love their kids.

Let me share my bundle of joy with you all through her pics

What a society?

It's a shame to be a pat of this stupid society where people are living with fake identities.

I am in deep shock after i heard this from my maid yesterday....one of my neighbours (educated, weel settled) were planning for their 2d child from last couple of months & eventually by grace of god, she got pregnant..Good news !!!...

Bt these educated class got an ultrasound through some illegal means & discovered that there is another baby girl in the womb....u cant even imagine that they got the baby abortioned.

What an disappoinment to see educated classs being so blind so stupid so irresponsible...on what terms are we thinking that India is getting developed...are we simply ignoring such stupid creatures living in our society, acting like sensible humans & behaving like hipocrates??

I am feeling so helpless....so low..really dont know what to do?

Let's talk my passion & deep love for $$$$$

lolllll...sounding funny hmmm...but very few people have the guts to actually admit the fact that they love money.....

N I am proud to be one of them....It's funny but true..

Know u all readers out there must be wondering that how deep is this love...

Well, tobe honest its not that deep......not at all when compared to the love for my baby n hubby...but its the 3rd love of my life...

I think gone are the days when people use to say that money cant buy everything.....oooo come on....it can....wht do u all think....i think it can coz it can buy you a nice house, best gym, good health, nice education, secure future..wht more do u need....

i knw...that i m smart....so, please don't waste time in telling this to me...

It's a working Saturday!!!!

Honestly Speaking...I HATE WORKING SATURDAYS :( .....but can't help till the time I am working for some one..

So, wht am I doing on this "working"saturday....

Listen to some of my favorite songs
Had Chicken salad in lunch
Updating my blog
Cherishing the $690 payment from my client


hmmm......wht more man...its saturday..

Recently, I have felt the need of practicing some healthy way of living to ensure that I live better for my lovely little sweetheart...

Those lovely memories capture my mind, the moment I talk about her. Her lovely little smile fills my heart with a strange joy & I feel like flying in the air.

Though this was not the case when she was born....the days after she was born were totally involved in adjusting our lives according to her..in fact it was strange but there was not much of a bonding...may be because she was too small to react, express & involve... but now I am proud to be a mother..her mother...

My heart knows how I manage to spent 6 hours in office without her...i miss her so much...n while driving back home...the thought of her sweet smile makes me laugh...

I simply love you Samaira baby !!! muaahhhh