Half Happy Half Irritated

grrr...I know..I realize that I am starting the post at a very negative note but what to do..I am so p..ssed off at certain people existing around me..for those of you who are thinking that its about my in laws..sorry, you are wrong..It might be about you as well ;)) kidding..

I am happy with the way life has been after I made some major decisions in my life..to be honest..I can feel the God walking beside me & assuring me at each & every moment.I feel blessed..I feel happy..I feel the need to walk more..with GOD.

Now, moving on to the negative side of my feelings..I am tired of all the people around me..has it ever happened to you that you keep initiating things..u are one who calls, you are the one who says Hi..you are the one who feels the need of getting connected??.even though you are all caught up with the work each day..after all the happenings & killing my self respect for long..I have eventually decided to give up..ya..you heard me right..give up such stupid & over burden relationships..I agree that I might be wrong at several places but how about discussing it all over the cup of coffee..

Please pray that I should get over with this feeling soon..

2 years...2 YEARS

My throat is chocked & my eyes are filled with tears..It's not that I am sad but I am too overwhelmed to acknowledge & accept the fact that my daughter has turned 2..yes, I meant TWO..& she will now be joining her playgroup classes..I am excited..I am trilled but I am scared too.

My heart & mind are fighting among each other. As per my heart, she is such a baby to join school but as per my mind..early bird catches the pray..plz don't get me wroong here..neither do I have any HIGH expectations from her nor do I want her to be an engineer at 8 years..It's just that I want her to enjoy & have fun in the right environment.

Anyways, talking & thinking time is over & its time for the actions..the fees is paid, the meetings are complete..She is joining the school from tomorrow. ahhh...Rajiv is responsible for dropping her & I will be picking her up..(I will again be playing the role of villain as she will insist to stay back. :(( )

I will share the pics shortly with you all....sad mama